Probably, this isn't such a good idea of writing about the worst part of my character, falling in for Mr.Wrongs (its not just one Mr.Wrong). As I have already mentioned that I am a little skeptical about guys, it maybe my assumption that the guys I am talking about are actually wrong. It is possible that all this time it was I who was Miss Wrong. I am not going to mention any names. Its just that for the first time I am feeling guilty and ashamed of myself. The way I go on flaunting my playgirl attitude to them is an insult in itself, painting a target of mockery on myself. How can I be so sure that the guys I am trying to impress by being callous and Casanova like, are actually thinking the world for me? Or is it just that I am thinking too much about it, being plain over cynical?
A guy who is all into "love is bullshit" thing and who clearly mentioned that he can never get serious about a girl and who talks about a new girl every second is getting on my nerves and driving me crazy. Another guy who mentioned that he doesn't believe he is a relationship material and that we can have fun for just 2 months was not even close to cute and still I fell for him. I need a break from all this. Can any one find me an all girl's college?
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